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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
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Monday, October 25, 2010 12:06 AM
DEDICATION TO JOSHUA MEOW MEOW LEE:DWhen I first met you on the 25th September 2010, you were really charming and I couldn’t stop smiling while you were around. When you asked me for my number as you wakled me to the bus, I felt something click between us, and I bet you felt the same way too. 3 days later, on the 28th September 2010, when you told me that you liked me, I didn’t believe it because I didn’t think that a guy like you would like someone like me, especially in such a short time. Two days later, on the 30th September 2010, when you brought me out for our first date, I felt really really happy, and you just made me smile the whole day. The consecutive days which you brought me out were all great, and they made me wish every moment didn't end. You were the first guy who didn't make me regret going out on a date with you(: You always made me laugh, and you could always make me smile when I'm down by sending me all those cheesy but super sweet messages. We don't really see eye to eye much, but you're willing to make compromises with the punishments that you owe me(muahahaha!). The hugs you give and the kisses you pour make my heart pound. Everyday I wish they wouldn't end, and that you could be with me forever, pouring love on me like I am on you. It's exactly 1 month since we last met, and I've never regretted a single minute with you. Life brought me this far, and fate brought me to you. Although I can't spend this special day with you, I want you to know that I love you and I'll always be there for you, full of kisses and hugs and any kind of super sweet stuffs. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE! I LOVE YOU MEOW MEOW!♥ Friday, October 22, 2010 1:43 AM
Muahahahahaha. I know Joshua might kill me for this, but I deserve to post this at least(:Yesterday was the most horrible day I had with O levels. The practical exam was horrible. No, 2 colourless solutions giving clear dark red solutions do not give any conclusions. Even if it did, we didn't learn it. It's bullshit! Anyway, what's done is done, so we might as well move on for the next exam. ENGLISH~ Physics was unplanned, didn't expect the burette was for the physics paper. I hate the stupid cambridge people, for putting the damn burette on the table, because I couldn't even reach the top without clambering onto a chair and looking like a stupid small kid with a freaking big forehead. Gotta hate them for not putting the burette on the chair instead. Anyway, it sucked. Rather have taken the bio combi paper instead. I heard it was sooooo much easier. Anyway, I had a great time playing badminton with you two days ago. Really really enjoyed myself(: I had exercise after a month, so all that lactic acid just built up within my body yesterday. Didn't expect to see Arthur there also but it was awesome seeing a close brother after such a long time. But the fun I had was too much to bother about the strain I conjured. I felt so nice with you, holding your hand, walking around like some one was taking care of me. The feeling to be taken care of and feeling that someone was there for me, there to protect me, was so nice. It's been a long time since I felt like that, like I'm not the older one to take care of the people around me. It just feels right to be with you. I love you dearie, and I'm happy just being with you(: It's 3 more days! I'm sad I can't spend that day with you, but I just hope you spend it greatly. Read this blog in 3 days okay! There'll be something here special for you since I can't see you on that day. Or until my exams end anyway. Okay dearie? Since you already blocked me from my MSN and facebook. Which is sorta KILLING ME NOWWWWWW~ But it's for the best of me, that's why I love you(: I'm up now, trying to go to sleep, but I don't seem to be able to. My head's a little too full of Meow meow now, so I can't really go to bed(: I wanna be hugging him in my bed, snugging him and snogging him through the night. I SUPER miss him, I hate Os, and I really love life(: AWESOME~ Saturday, October 9, 2010 1:16 PM
 It was the last day of school. I just couldn't bear leaving the school. I wasn't prepared to leave. I was prepared to get out of my comfort zone. I know I'd get to see my friends some times sooner or later. But I just wasn't prepared to leave the school. My life was about to take a new step out of the boundary. I am to feel what I felt 4 years ago. The scared little girl trying to fit in and be who she is. In a whole new world. Which might just take a whole new turn. My friends that I bullshit with are gone, the teachers and staff that I've been with and by my side have left me. I'm on my own. And now I have to face the challenges. To go out and explore, to go out and have fun. But right now, I have to go out and feel my way through this thick black cloud which just covered me. I'm going to be prepared. To go where my results and my heart takes me. I know my friends will still be there for me, but I need to do this on my own. I'll definitely take Mark's advice. I need to pull my heart and my mind together, after separating them for such a long time. Time to work hard, move on in life, make miracles happen and let the whole world see what you can do! Good luck for the people taking Os! You've got two weeks to change history!:D Sunday, October 3, 2010 9:30 PM
Remember the last time why I told you I'd broken up with you? Because I said these words. YOU ARE IMMATURE. Now can you see why? You commented on my blog, leaving no name, and you think people don't know it's you. Acting strong, you know you're breaking down inside. I don't need to tell you how to feel, you know it yourself. I already said I have no feelings, so why do you want to be the next Jevons? That's just incredibly stupid. Be angry all you want, I don't wish to care anymore. You think the whole world doesn't know? Oh, they all know. They can see my blog, they can see your blog, they can see your facebook and they can definitely see mine. I don't have to waste time on you, you know that too. And I'm not. Because I'm out there enjoying life, making the best of who I am, as I always have been.I enjoyed my time(: I laughed, I ate, and I just felt happy the whole time. I didn't have to ask for anything, because everything was so nicely planned out. The place, the food, the transport, the comfort. For once, I did not plan anything and I just felt like it was so perfect. And the best part, everything I wanted in a person was right in front of me, giving me the praise of an angel's harp. No craving, no anger, no false truth, romance didn't have to be added in, it just took place on the very spot. Life is short, and I'm going to make the best out of it. I've only got this long to live, and this period to do what I can. Mum made a point, I'm either gonna care about it or not care about it. So I'll just live my life the way I like it and let nothing else disrupt what I want. And so far, no one has changed that fact(: |
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