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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
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Thursday, March 26, 2009 11:15 PM
Sorry for not blogging for a very long time already. I'm just going to make this short and simple. I have been sick for the past few days with stomach virus, and thus I have left my com to rot at the side of the table for more than a week already. Now that I have time for it, I'll give a small update. Just to say what's going on soon.... My investiture is up soon, and I have not even gone through my interview. What a pain. Plus I'm so sure I won't make it in cause alot of people don't like me. I'm not sure why but I heard it's becuase I'm too loud and irritating or something. But I don't really bother what you guys think so I'll just think that I'm just a loud girl who doesn't like to be wrong, and that I may be small, but atleast I know what's right and what's wrong. And please, getting along with all you other people is as hard as smiling to the devil and saying thank you for killing my life while I'm trying to make everyone else happy. ... That's all I have to say. Goodnight everyone. And good luck to all montfortians tomorrow for your sports day. All the best for all competitors(: ... We love sports!!! Thursday, March 19, 2009 10:47 AM
Well, I stopped blogging when my exams came. Now it's time to go back to the past and see how it was like. Let's just put it in a way for my studies:English - passable Emaths - dead Amaths - dead Physics - dead Biology - maybe Chemistry - passable Geography - dead Social Studies - passable Chinese - dead dead ... Well, now we can conclude how intellectual I am. What's more, I wasted alot of time during the common test period. Monday had to go for some stupid briefing for Spec course. It was invaluable information though. Doesn't work at all. Then the Sudoku challenge came up also. THEY SPELT MY NAME WRONGLY. I'm going to kill them. And they bloody wasted my 8 hours of studying for Biology and maths. Well, it's all over now so we might as well carry on with life. ... Saturday, scouts from montfort went to jalan kayu for job week. Sadly, already 2 groups went so many houses were covered. Darren also made a trip down without letting us know. After that, we went for lunch. Then the 2 groups of scouts which came with Sean and Marven increased to 4 groups when Darren came with another 2 groups. They crowded the whole house so I had to move them down to the park. Then they were all playing with the big bouncy blue ball. Then alot of funny things happened to the ball when the cub scouts left. Skipped swimming to join them to do jobweek at tampines. Didn't do anything though. Then went home. ... Sunday, went skating around Pasir Ris. Didn't like near my house because the roads were all going up and down. Wanted dear to go skating with me, but he couldn't go out so I skated on my own. Went around Pasir Ris for awhile and circled E hub alot of times because of the pouring rain. Then went home. Wanted to excersise because I knew the next day is spec course, and I would need alot alot of muscles. Didn't think I would have gotten a small cough and headache because of the rain. But it was fine after eating 2 mega big panadols. ... Spec Course was alittle irritating. With the Lieutenant Chang keep irritating me for being loud and too small sized. Well, met Benjamin again. I don't need to explain. You can find me for the answer. Then had lessons the whole day for the first day. And the food sucked. It made me so bloated during lessons. Couldn't concentrate much, but atleast I can do my knots well already. Just can't remember what are the uses. The sencond day was almost the same. Sir Steven gave me his personal rope, for being the best Seawomen he ever saw, or whatever he said. It was an honour. Then my first time doing splicing was actually quite fun. Haha. Atleast I know I'll atleast get a 3rd Sergeant. Finished my test first. Got irritated by CCKSS platoon. Everytime I walk by them, they will say "Benjamin" really loudly. Stupid idiots. Then after Spec course, I took a joy ride around Singapore before going back home. ... I went to watch a movie yesterday with Sean, Bryan and Syafiq. Watched Push. Then everybody show their "Push" power. Haha. Didn't think so many people wouldn't watch the show. Something also happened in the cinema. Under a jacket......O.O Don't wish to get into the details so we'll leave it as it is for now(: Went to buy Vanessa's present, had dinner then sent dear home. In 88, met Li Rong's family. Wah, so suay. Then her dad made fun of me for pat tor-ing so late at night. Haha. After sending dear home, I went home myself. Fell asleep quite fast. Then woke up again. Slept late after that. ... Actually had an infection so I needed to go to the doctor's today. But it got better after putting some cream on, so I didn't go, and here I am blogging now. I'm still remembering what happened yesterday...^^ ... We love cinemas!!! Sunday, March 8, 2009 12:56 PM
Friday night was unforgetable. Thank you for letting me have such a memoriable day. Laying under the stars in your arms was more than I could ever want. Hearing your heartbeat was so relaxing. Poking each other was really fun but hurts at a later point. Seeing 2 guys kiss on the other side of the road was sick. I mean REALLY REALLY SICK. Spending a night with you, and feeling the love you were giving me just made me think I was the luckiest girl in the world. Everything important and non-important was forgotten, and all the fights we had have all been forgiven. And touching each other was just plain funny. That just shows something:... I love you and you love me too^^ ... Well, since you are willing to try your best to change your attitude, I'm just overjoyed you're doing this. I bet David and everyone else around you will be really happy too. I'm also making this rule. If you can go a day without saying any vulgarities and without using any foul actions, then you'll get a really big surprise from me!!! And it's no lie, so I'm counting on everyone to be looking out for you. I'm sorry if this makes you feel alittle weird or being too secure of you. If you want me to stop it, just tell me ok? Or I will continuously worry if you're unhappy with it. ... Yesterday, we were playing tennis in the rain after training. So much fun. THE FLOOR WAS SMOKING!! AND THE BALL WAS HOT!! Well, we all went down to the point that the water on the floor was condensing from the heat which we was on the floor when we kept sliding around during training. Then the super cool effects like those of the prince of tennis were also there. The water effect, and all the other effects. In all, only 1 ball remained in the court as the other balls were all shot out of the court. Luckily, it wasn't by me. Went home quite wet, but had a really fun game. Hopefully others will join and it'll rain next week too. Oh, and we also went to play bowling. Well, not me, but the rest, as I had no more money. Well, Wesley, I'LL REMEMBER TO GIVE YOU MY LEFTOVER PRAWN EGG IF YOU EVER NEED IT:D I was also quite happy as my swimming was cancelled, so it left us with more time to play. And when I'm asleep after you guys had finished lunch, PLEASE WAKE ME UP. DON'T LEAVE ME SLEEPING THERE ON MY OWN. Had so much fun, but over strained my left arm. So please don't touch it. And especially don't squeeze it. ... Well, today is my dad's birthday. As you can see, but you can't, the rest of my family is sitting at the dining table watching Slumdog Millionare while I'm on the sofa blogging. I don't mind the lonliness though. It's been like that for the past few years. Well, I went to get the cake for him just now, and we're going to cut it once he comes back from his soccer game with my god father. ... Common test begins tomorrow, and I'm totally not prepared for any subject except that I know I'll do well for english and pass SS and Geo by border marks. I hate it when we're not allowed to take HE, Art or DnT just because we belong to the express stream. Should have thought twice before going into that school. But time can't turn back, and I've already gone through all of it already, so might as well end it good rather than killing myself just to please others who won't ever say thank you. Ok, I'm just going to try studying. It's like NEVER for me as I can never remember anything. Well, I'll just try my best or just sleep it off. I still got briefing tomorrow... ... I love Sean!!! Labels: the stars were the most beautiful stars I have ever seen in Singapore Thursday, March 5, 2009 5:46 AM
I have alot of problems now, including the headache I keep having after the ball hit my eye. The EL department in my school is sending me for so many courses, NCC is sending me for spec course 2 weeks later, and also for the next AKE if I find a partner soon enough. And I have 2 maths test today and I'm totally unprepared. Have also tons of school work which I need the time to do and also alot alot of help with. And my exams are coming up next week, I really need to study. My mental capacity is going really really low. The cross-stitch thingy is the only thing that'll keep my mind at peace for now. I can only get comfort from people near me, especially Joseph. I now have another problem...... I just wanted a small break from all these problems. I know you well enough and really hoped you would just listen for once. I know someone told you I was at mac. No one told you that my rehersal had been cancelled though. And I really just needed to talk to David and Justin and Syafiq. I had to discuss something with them that you couldn't know. But I know you'd hurt if you were there. It hurts me as much as it hurts you. The comfort that I always needed didn't come from you, but Joseph. But he was the one that pushed me to stay by your side. ... I didn't want to tell you that my rehersal was cancelled because I needed to talk to David and Justin in private. So far as I know, Justin is close enough to you to help me with information. Atleast I'll be able to know that you're doing fine in school. Is that not simple enough? You have really good friends in your school, just take the time to trust them. I didn't want to meet you because I really needed the time off to talk to them. They told me alot of things that made me more unhappy than I wanted to be. And just talk to Joseph, can you? It's not like he'll kill you or something. He's my brother, and he's always tried his best to be there for me. ... And I never left you because I loved you. I never had a doubt that you'd love me too. But today just made me lose my heart. The answer you gave was a big shock to me, and now it is really hard to recover from it. No one is to get blamed for telling me anything, especially those close to you or are trying to help you. I stuck to you because I just wanted to be with you, not because of how you looked or who you were. You were just too close to me already. If I didn't love you at all, I would like been like others who would leave you because of your bad attitude, your lacking in any initiative and looks. None of this had affected me that much. But now you're already talking about breaking up, so why? I thought you really loved me, and everybody knows you're the only thing I care about most now. I just wish you would understand. And when you were walking at the opposite block, I was scared already. I already knew you had doubts of me. I know I'm short, I'm not that smart, I'm not pretty or divine looking as you would want your girlfriend to be. I already have doubts about myself, and I know you'd also have doubts about me. I can understand if you want to break up. I also didn't expect this to happen. Whatever the choice, I leave it up to you. I'm just going to sleep all my sadness away on friday, and have a long chat with David tomorrow. ... Everyone just hopes you would change for the better, even me. But all I really ask for is for you to be beside me and be true to me. I know you only asked for stead last time because there wasn't any other girls around you, and you really had alot of help from Scott. But ever since I accepted you as my boyfriend, I just wish you would stay with me. Please think of how I would feel, and to how everyone feels. The world doesn't just revolve around you, it revolves around everybody. And the we are all trying our best to help you, so just please... ... THINK ABOUT OTHERS TOO. |
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