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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008 10:13 PM
Do you know that there will always be a time, whether you are upset or lonely, and at that point of time, you will start to evaluate why this happens or why that happens. And you know, too much of this kind of thinking will actually lead you to self emo-ing and lead on to self hurting. Do not ask how would I know as I have not been in your shoes, but to know all these at such an early age is the proof that I already know what will happen and what can happen.So what happened after the time I came back from Malaysia? Well, this is what happened. We had an Usher Prayer Meeting on monday with Jian Ming. It was fixed for 9am, but alot of people were late so we started late. Then only 20+ ushers came, out of 100 ushers! Even my sister didn't come. Wow, our standard has dropped quite alot. After the prayer meeting, some of us went to Sentosa with B1. Haha. So fun. And the night before, Jia Xian and Xin Chi had food poisoning. Haha. Then even though I didn't bring extra clothes, I still dumped myself into the water. So wet but also so fun. After everything, I went home abit wet and very very smelly. Haha. I smelled like salt. God has blessed me alot since my trip back to Singapore. When we came to church, me and my sister actually made it to church on time! Bless God, Hallelujah! And when I went out with C1 to eat dinner until late, and guess what, I managed to reach home before 8pm! Isn't God amazing? And for the past few meetings, I have been punctual and early. Amen! This week, I have to go back to school. Sian. First day of school already have NCC. You can die in the hot sun. I was also parade commander for that day. And I found out, during the Secondary School Camp, I lost alot of clothes, including my NCC shirt. OMG!!! I'm dead~~ Its ok anyway, since the new unit tee is coming out. Woohoo!! The next few days of school have been quite hectic too, as many things were on. So busy, so tired. Longing to sleep in class more. Today was very special. I learnt new things about myself. I went to church for prayer meeting. Then I joined B1 for their worship session. At that time, Jian Ming talked to me about thinking for visions with the cause of Christ. I found out I have been too worldly for very long already, and that after Jian Ming told me about it, I tried to change myself. I was that worldly person as visions given to me by God, they were always a blur and hard to understand. In that sense, I tried to find that vision on my own and only thought about all the worldly things. Now that I have found out, I will try to change myself, as much as possible, for the sake of Christ, my savior. This is about all for the week. By the way, I drank abit of Johnny Walker, so I was sweating quite alot today and my face turned red like a bull. Haha. God is good, God is good, all the time. We love thinking!! Sunday, June 15, 2008 2:00 AM
I'm finally back from my trip, so I'm going to blog what I been doing for the past week in Malaysia. It's going to be a long blog, so bear with it.Day 1: 09/06/08 Yesterday, my family and I left for Johor Bahru. On the way there, somewhere on the causeway, a dog got banged down by a car and the owner of the car was trying to move it to the side. It was so scary seeing to see the dog's mouth bleed. The road through immigration was so long, and that whole time, the adults in the car were talking just as long, leaving us "children" out. I disliked that alot. It felt as if though we were too young to handle some kind of worldly affairs or something. By the time we went through the security checkpoints, it was already 1715! We left the house at 1500! So many people were going to JB on the same day. Once we got to JB, I was sent alot of advertisement and my phone could not send any sms anymore. OMG. I couldn't contact anyone from there onwards. Once we collected our car, we went to Hotel Selesa. After that, we went to eat dinner, then went to Giant to buy some food for the rest of the trip. When we drove back to the hotel, my dad drove back to Singapore to pick the rest of the family up. Since it is now way early in the morning, my phone is useless, I have no computer by my side, my world is like a living hell. And the worst part is that I missed Pastor Tan's service just to pass through 2 hours of immigration. You can guess how pissed off I was with my dad. But since everything has happened now, I might as well forgive and forget. I'm now sitting at the table waiting for the time to pass, hoping that the rest of the trip would be a happy one, and that I'll be able to contact my friends soon. Stopping here for today. Day 2: 10/06/08 I just figured that I always write what happens a day later. So there wasn't much about yesterday. Most of the time, we were in the squished van, traveling from Johor to Kuantan. We had only 2 stops on that 4 hour trip. If you couldn't fall asleep, there was nothing much more you could do. As for me, I couldn't sleep through the whole journey. So I actually thought of stuff and kept wanting to keep going to the toilet. That dream of mine during that time was only fulfilled, 2 and a half hours after waiting. It took me alot of time to ease my self. Phew. When we arrived at Holiday Villas Hotel in Kuantan, the service there was not very good. There was a guy at the reception, and he was also the bellboy and security guard, as there was no one else to do anything. The 2 suites we booked were non-air conditioned. Thank God. Also, each suite had only 4 beds, so my brother, my maid and I had to sleep on the daybeds there. It is a sofa cum bed thingy, and it is very comfortable. Right now, I'm thinking of all my friends and also of God. I can't contact them or even call them. I hope to see all of them very soon. =D Day 3: 11/06/08 I woke up early to go to the beach yesterday. The tide was very low, so there were many things on the shore. Then I saw alot of jellyfishes, dead on the sand. One of them had a crab inside it! Cool. Got myself abit wet and smelly. Now afew of my clothes stink quite badly because of the water. Continued the day by going to eat lunch and shopping for food. Came back at around 5+. Oh! And I went swimming before we left. So now, I'm darker than usual and my skin started to peel quite alot. When we came back, I went to the beach again and also went to the souvenir shop. I bought a stick of mentos and a shell with the word "Cherating" on it. Isn't it cool? Yeah! Then I had steamboat with my family last night. It was good, then I fell asleep on the daybed. I actually noticed that I was growing fatter but atleast also taller. I used my sister as a measurement. Haha. Don't tell her I said that. I miss all my friends and I hope to see them soon because I feel like I'm dying here right now. Haha. Day 4: 12/06/08 I'm in the toilet writing about today. I felt like the toilet was the cosiest place of the whole suite because I could have privacy. I feel like the toilet was the best room out of the suite. Weird huh? Today, I woke up but fell back to sleep again. I was woken up to bring my aunt and uncle to eat breakfast. When we came back, we left to go to some Plaza, somewhere else in Kuantan. That was where I finally received my sms from Amiruddin, asking me to pass him my psp. Sadly, I couldn't send anything back. We also went to Kenny Rogers to eat lunch. Yum...(Word of advice: do not eat their spaghetti or pasta there. It is really uncooked) When we came back, I went to swim then went to the beach again. Dug 3 holes in the sand. Hahaha... Also got a nice massage from the sea. When I went back to the suite for steamboat dinner, again, I watched Ironman. Felt so bored so now I'm in the toilet, ending my post because I'm falling asleep on the toilet seat. Missing all my friends alot alot alot... Day 5: 13/06/08 Warning, do not eat eggs cooked sunny- side up at Holiday Villa Hotel. You will get a very bad stomachache. Haha. It's very true. Yesterday, we left Cherating and headed for Kualar Lumpur. Another long trip on the car. Halfway, we had to have a pit stop to recharge on petrol. When we reached KL, we checked in at Hilton Hotel, Petaling Java. Our plan on a 2 night stay became 1 because my dad was pissed off with their service there. We then later went to Restaurant Okay for dinner. When we came back, I wanted to fall asleep but couldn't because my uncle was watching the tv and wouldn't shut up. I was pissed and fell asleep only at about 12.30am. Bad day. Missing all my friends very very badly. Day 6: 13/06/08 Had a grumpy day today. I'll tell you why later on. We left the hotel at 9.30. Then we went to eat breakfast at Old Town White Coffee. The food and drinks there are awesome. Go there and try the food there next time. After eating such a heavy breakfast, we skipped lunch and went for another 2 hour trip from KL to Melaka. No pit-stops. Couldn't sleep either. So felt like going to the toilet quite alot. Hehe. Arrived at Straits Meridian Hotel at 4+. This was the hotel I stayed at during my primary 5 camp. Good old times. Left to eat dinner at a Chicken Rice Ball restaurant. Not really nice rice balls. Tasted like longtong instead. Later went to Tan Kim Huat to buy stuff. The family started fighting then ended into a sad situation with everyone angry. Went to shop at a pasa malam and bought some stuff here and there. Missing my friends alot. God bring them back to me. Day 7: The Day I Come Back I finally feel happy since this was the last day I'm going to be in Malaysia. Weehee! Cleared the place fast in the morning. Left the place early and went for a pit stop at KFC and bought a fries and huge milo. Sat for another 2 hour trip back to Singapore. Reached home at around 4.30. Rushed to church at fast as I could with my sister. Reached church at 5.30. Still quite ok lah. It was an awesome seminar. I'm also sooooo happy to be back with all my friends. I ran out of clothes so I wore my pe clothes. Haha. Went to eat with Jian Ming and F3 and B1 people. So fun to talk to them and enjoyed the food alot. Then Jian Ming tried to do a magic trick. Haha. He said that we need to have faith and believe the trick will work. Haha. It was so funny while Xin Chi sat there like a dead person after usher duty. Poor him. So thats much about what happened. Happy to be back in Singapore. I got alot of chewing gum. Countdown: 7 days We love Singapore!!! Labels: I missed everyone alot Thursday, June 5, 2008 9:29 PM
I'm leaving for a NE Ambassador Course tomorrow and will continue with a Family Camp with the PSLs until saturday. And on Sunday, I will be leaving for a Melaka trip until friday. So that means I won't have the time to blog and talk to people online for the time being. So don't expect me to go online.For the past week, I went for a Secondary School Camp. But I had to leave in the middle to join my sec 1s for kayaking. Didn't think that I would get a fever. But because Xin Chi kicked my head the night before, I had a hard time getting my sleep. Then I had a hard time falling asleep. Once I finally managed to fall asleep, I was woken up 1 and a half hour later at 4.30 by Jian Ming playing the arcade. And on that very night, he managed to win the high score for the game. Wa Sian!! Couldn't sleep after that. Then I went to wake Jun Zhou up for his basketball match at 6am. I then left at 6.30 for the kayaking. I later went to do capsize drill with the sec 1s and as a culture, the oldest must do first. So I did it first as an example. Damn, Will hit my head when he turn the kayak. I will take the time next time to kill him. I went back to the camp feeling so tired with only 1 and a half hour of sleep and 6 hours of sun tan and tired muscles. I went to sleep for an hour in the MPR 1. I was woken up by Yong Ta(I hope I didn't spell his name wrongly) and I went for dinner. Then after that, Jia Xian felt my forehead was burning, so I went to check my temperature and the reading was 37.8. That was high for now. I ate 2 panadols and went for Pastor Tan's service. But because of the fever, I had abit of trouble staying awake for the service. And when I was standing up for worship, I felt like the floor was a piece of ice on the lake, shaking. When it was over, I fell asleep in the MPR 2 before everybody else. I woke up in the night feeling very uncofortable in the air-con, someone helped me out of the room. I wasn't sure it was who because I couldn't see well in the dark. I woke up the next morning with a higher temperature and blurred vision. I was excused from BM and the "Great Morning Workout". Saddd. When we were asked to clear the place, I found one of my slippers missing and my sleeping bag carrier is missing. I had my temperature measured again, and the temperature went up to 38.5. I was told to miss today's service. I fell asleep on my bag with my sleeping bag on me in the auditorium. When I woke up, people were going for debrief already. There was 1 group people around me. I felt too sick to care much. All I remembered was Jia Xian's head directly above mine. At around 1+, I left church. Wen Qian helped me bring my things to the car. My dad asked me to drink 100+ when he drove me home. I thought he was crazy. I went home and the fever continued until sunday. Finally on monday, my fever is gone but my headaches still there. I still had a bit of headache now. But it'll go away. Actually, I have nothing much happening this week. So I will end somewhere here. p.s. I have one of my slippers under the chair next to the pool table in church. And I'm bringing a whole cabruary chocolate bar with me to my camp. And take some time to watch this videos: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZjMgbRUsZM&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqg6BNSUG5Q http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tE9NmXpXfLs&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UgU9o5n_U7k&feature=related We love SSC!!! Countdown to that special day: 15 12:26 AM
This is a short notice. This blog has so-called been dead for afew weeks now. It will be revived soon. Asking for some patience from everyone. Sorry for the long inconvenience. Once I have the time to blog, I will blog. Thank you for everybody's attention.God Bless You |
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