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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
I have a mouth for a reason
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Monday, May 31, 2010 2:11 AM
Hmm, it's been a long time since I blogged. Well, it's been a messy month. Exams after exams. At least I'm improving from an L1R4 of 35 to 30, it's quite a good jump, I guess.I've been thinking, of all the times I got angry. I posted the feelings I had on my blog. Then I thought about the things I think after I got angry. I'd feel sad for myself, because getting angry about these things weren't really smart. Even if I didn't want to angry, I still was, like any other human would be. Thinking back, I feel stupid again. Like I was that small little child, only doing things that would make me happy. I guess I'm still like that now. Thinking about myself all the time, thinking that everything was a part of me, and that I owned everything. I'm still like that, an ignorant small child. I just wanna stay like that. I'm still small, I just want to be ignorant to everything again. To have that blur mind set. But it's just not going to come back, is it. Well, kayaking yesterday was fun. I had a great time. And Tricia was so funny when she got drunk and capsized. It was so funny, like a small child trying to climb up a boat. haha. funny:D Good luck for all those taking O level MT paper tomorrow. THANK YOU CLB!!! Dear, I miss you:( Saturday, May 15, 2010 10:47 PM
When I'm upset, I just need time.When I'm crying, don't ask why or tell me not to cry, I won't listen. When I want you to listen, I just want you to. When I don't reply with heart shapes, you know I'm not right. As important as she is to you, everyone else is to me. I'm sensitive, way more than you can imagine. I forgive people like they deserve the second chance. I just hate hating people. Crying has become a norm after I found you. I don't like you stubborn, I want to teach you. And I want you to listen. Tuesday, May 4, 2010 12:56 AM
I hate to do it, but it breaks my heart to see me break yours. I'm attached, and I love him. Please understand how much you like me will never amount to that. You're a really nice person, but I don't wish to see you get hurt.Anyway, let's not start it off on a bad note. Yes, MYEs are coming and we're all getting prepared. Textbooks are coming out, and we are studying our asses off. Tutors have been called up to help, which are awesome because they really help a lot. Friends are good references to help aid any subject. All we wanna do is do well and finish up the stupid O levels. And after that slack our asses off for the next 4 months while waiting for the rest to catch up on work. So while I finish off, I'll help JJ with his work and the rest of my younger friends. Work, I'm going to attack you tomorrow. Give me your best target, and I'm going to hit that for you. Darling, it's only been a few days and I miss you like crazy already. I hate your mum for not letting us meet, and that we can't meet due to the stupid exams. I miss you so bloody much that I have to keep my phone away just not to think of you, but I still reluctantly do. I wanna give you a good life, I want us to breeze through this difficult period together. After all these bullshit and a few years down the road, I wanna baby. And I want to make it with you. Darling, I love you so much. I will die if you ever left me, and I'd give up everything for you. I love you. Yes, people, I would like to note that I'm a little cold hearted. No one is perfect in this world, especially me. I would like to tell the whole world that. And things done repetitively are meaningless and hurtless by the 3rd time. I can always forgive, but I can never forget. And David, girls may be hot, but not all of them can make boys hard. I can bet with you on that. And good luck for your H1 papers(: they're tough, I can see. I miss my darling<3 |
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