Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010 12:40 AM
The more I think, the more I feel like you'd say something bad about everything I say. So I shall just note it down here. I have a bad ass attitude and I don't think anyone would be able to change that. I love myself for who I am. I don't regret what I'm doing. Or what I did. If you wish to blame me, it's totally up to you. I wasn't the one who was going around liking people just for their assets, and staring at them like some weirdo. I wasn't the one walking around with no clothes on and trying to do stuff with me. I'm not the only one who wants to bang my head on the table every time I think about stupid things. I just wished you took things more professionally. Thinking you're a 17 year old, I should have thought twice.Yes, I am in somewhat the wrong, but I know you wished you didn't do it too. I want to say sorry, but does it look like we talk much anymore? Can't things just return to normal? We can talk, and just be friends. I'll explain everything now then. All things happen for a reason. I did all those, because I had felt something, and you're warm, and welcoming. Of course attraction would happen right? Law of forces proves everything! And if you're thinking why I always wear that kind of clothing, well I like it. I'm like that. I like to be loose, because I sweat a hell lot and I don't like anything covering below my neck. I feel really uncomfortable. And it takes more than just time to change habits which die real hard. It's as hard as asking you not to say the F word. And I like what I wear. Like Vanga said, if you got it, flaunt it. And I'm not sorry to wear what I want. I make my own decisions, and you can dislike it as much as you like. Guess you're just trying to hide the fact that something happened, but you should know that's never going to happen. Running away won't solve anything either. Just to advise you, I mean. I may be young, doesn't mean I'm not as strong mentally. I may be selfish, yes, but I'm trying my hardest not to ruin it for everyone already. I know I made a mistake, but I just want to take a step back so that it doesn't worsen for everyone else. This is bullshit except for those from WV:D Written at 1am in the night, with a bottle of johnny walker and memories of...... stuff. |
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