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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
I have a mouth for a reason
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Thursday, December 24, 2009 11:53 PM
Can I just say that christmas eve sucks a big time, even though it's a good day? I hate it to the core. Especially with my family. I hate spending time with them. I shall list out why...1. My asshole brother is saying stuff about me, making me damn angry, and just because my brother is an asshole monk, everybody must give way. Assholes. Damn idiotic. And it's not like no one gets hurt emotionally. 2. My sis acts like she's some queen. She needs all the attention. Like "Oh, I'm the oldest. So I must get all the damn bloody respect around. I get to be extra to my siblings." Shitty. 3. My parents think it's so bloody easy just to take all the bullshit from my siblings. Think it's so easy to live with it for the rest of my life? Think again. 4. Damn bloody ass father. So what if you're angry? Don't you think I'm angry too? I don't stay around because you'll scold me, and I'll still get scolded because I'm not around. Damn bloody give me some respect. I'm trying my best and you still think I'm not reaching expectations. Bloody, give me some time. I'm the bloody child you always scold for the tiniest thing ever. Shitty. 5. Hate the stress, pain, anger, and shit given by the family. Wish to escape the house whenever possible. Then hate the fact that I can't get out of the house. Even going out with friends is so bloody hard. 6. Still suffering from the damn depression some guy sent to me by making me feel so damn broken-hearted. So I can't even concentrate on my work, gaining weight is a everyday thing, and it's damn bloody obvious and I feel that I'm not being fair to Dickson because of this. Hate all this bullshit, seriously. But who really cares? Only those smart enough to see. So I'm standing alone is this, I guess. 7. Can't really say I hate this, but I just hate the fact, I guess. My boyfriend is like a noob in a relationship, but I shan't ask for much, since I agreed and this is his first relationship. So I'll just take it slow. 8. Hate the fact that my sis keeps calling me a hostess for wearing a mini skirt while she jumps around in short skirts and pants every day of her life. Bitch. The good news comes now... 1. I super uber love the earphones my aunt, grandfather and grandmother gave me. Will love it a lot. 2. Finally got a proper school bag(: 3. Got a new pencil case. 4. Going out to find people to celebrate christmas tomorrow, just to make myself happy(: That's about it, I guess. Hope it'll be a better day tomorrow. Hate to stay home. Anyway... MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE^^ Thursday, December 17, 2009 6:19 PM
This is to all those people out there whom I'm venting my anger on. I'm sorry, if I made you feel unhappy or anything, but I just want you to know that I'm emotionally still unstable now after a recent accident of mine. I still am the same happy laughing girl who goes around smiling, but now I'm hiding a face which is still crying on the inside. Those who know about it, please don't probe. Does who don't, I suggest you stay away from me until next year. Then I'll be able to hide fully. For people like Dave, thanks for being there for me when I needed you. And for Justin, Yee Seng, and the rest of the friends, I thank you for being there just for me. It's really nice to have such good friends. Zheng Hong, my son, I have to thank you for making me laugh a lot. And some credit also goes to Arnol. I love all you Maris people. If I'm acting up again or getting angry at you quickly, please stop me ok? Don't hesitate to stop me. Please and Thank you(:
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