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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
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Thursday, August 6, 2009 1:02 PM
Tomorrow is NDP. I'm in charge. My interact installation is on 22nd too. I've been staying up so late just to finish up everything. It's very tiring, I can assure you. Not everything is going my way also.Well, some stupid asshole went to call my mum. I may not know who you are, but you better watch out. I'm in trouble with my parents all because of you. You're going to get it the moment I find out who you are. Causing me to lose my time with my dear. Or my friends. Or my kors. Or my happiness. Just for your one stupid joke. Well, this is for my parents. They're losing their trust in me. I can't help that. But I have been truthful. But you cannot just take my freedom away from me just like that. I'm not a dog, I'm your daughter. I just want to spend time with my friends without parents spying on me. So what if I have alot of guy friends, is it a sin? It's just how I hang in life. That's how I have fun. They are all my good friends, and what are you to say about that? I'm old enough. Not that I'm that old I just want some freedom. And let me do what I like so that I will not displease you. That's all I want. And stories about me are fake unless I say them. What can't I have what I want until I'm deprived of it when I'm older? Who doesn't want to live life to the fullest? Who won't want to have dreams, friends and freedom? I want my dreams, which is to spend time nicely with my friends. I want my friends, where I can spend my free time with them. I want my freedom, so that everything of mine will just fall in place. That's how I want it. It may not be for anyone else, but it's just nice for me. Stop me. Scold me. Ban me. Do whatever you want. And do not ever talk crap with me that I'm not independent and that my friends are some stupid idiots. They're my friends. And be lucky that you have me as your daughter. I'm not a stupid person, you should be able to see that. If you weren't so blind. Atleast I'm still a virgin. Because of one stupid phone call you parents have to go haywire and say that kind of bullshit that we teenagers already know. I'm not going to come back with a baby. I'm not going to be idiotic like anyone I know. I am me. You as my parents should know that. Plus, you guys should atleast know that I am not a normal girl. You know how tomboyish I am, and how many problems come about when I hang around with girls. That's why I stick with guys. Because they're more fun. They're more alive and active. They're may not be attractive or smart but atleast they care about each other. As my mum says, brothers are always together forever. So why can't we be? I'm not as stupid as to flirt with guys. I am old and mature enough to think for myself. Who are you to judge me? You made me, but I ain't part of you anymore. This is me, not you. Fight me and you might as well say that I'm just some inexperinced stupid kid trying to prove my parents right. I love being who I am. You're taking my own future away from me by stopping me in my own tracks. Parents are suppose to guide, not to lead. Don't ever take my leading away from me. My future is what I love to do. My cca, my board, my class stuff and all my friends and kors. Take them away and you will take away my own future, let alone me. I'm being as resonable as ever. So do not ever talk to me like that ever again. You look down on me as being a cheap girl just because I spend time more with guys. That's just blind and stupid. You tell me shit and I don't listen, then you call me unfilial. I should be calling you irritating blind idiots, but I don't because you are my parents. If you ever find this, make sure you read this and read it well. I don't welcome people who are to ruin my life. So if I'm staying away from you, so be it. I do not care what you will do to me. I shall do what I like and when I like. Do not stop me. I have every right to stop you. Remember, I'm not you're dog. I lead, you guide. You take over, I'm finished. I will never be the daughter you wanted if you ever do that. My freedom is what I need the most. Do not ever take that away just because of some stupid phone call. I hate my parent's blindness. |
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