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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.]  | 
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 Wednesday, February 4, 2009 9:40 PM 
People can say that I'm boring, I'm always injured, I'm always tired. Yes, I know. I'm like that. It's because I have alot of things in my mind swirling around. Well, this has been happening these few days so I shall explain.... I went to a restaurant with my brother. He treated me with a good meal because he said he was going to leave soon for somewhere. So he treated me to Eighteen Chefs. It was a restaurant run by ex-convicts. Well, I was scared when I first saw that it was run by ex-convicts, but when I went there, it was super cool!!! The windows were filled with writings by others who visited the place. I didn't leave my name there though. But I was fine with it. Haha ... Well, I have to now say goodbye to my racket's string. I will be replacing it as my coach says its too dense, and it has to be restringed and tightened. I needed to do better in tennis, and I have raised the amount money for it and I'm going to say bye bye to it. So this are the last few times I can see the Big P before this saturday. ... I WILL EXPLAIN WHY I STILL TREAT HIM AS A BROTHER. IF YOU HAD SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU, AND HE JUST MADE A SMALL MISTAKE THAT MADE YOU HATE HIM, WOULD YOU STILL TREAT HIM AS A PERSON? LET'S SAY IF SOMEONE LIKE YOUR SISTER TOUCHED YOU WITHOUT YOU TELLING ME, WOULD YOU FORGIVE HER AND WANT ME TO FORGIVE HER? YOU WOULD, RIGHT? SO WHY WON'T YOU? AND YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT HE WILL DIE SOON, SO WHY WON'T YOU JUST MAKE HIM HAPPY AND LEAVE HIM ALONE? WHATEVER HE HAS DONE WAS JUST TO GET US BACK TOGETHER,DON'T YOU GET IT? WHY WON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? HE KNOWS YOU HAVE PROBLEMS EXPRESSING YOURSELF, AND KNOWS THAT YOU'RE NOT A GOOD BOYFRIEND. HE WAS THERE TO COMFORT ME WHEN YOU COULDN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING NICE TO ME WHEN I WAS HURT. I HAD TO ACT IN FRONT OF YOU THAT I WAS OK BECAUSE I KNEW YOU COULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO COMFORT ME. AND EVERY NORMAL BOYFRIEND WOULD KNOW THAT HE HAS TO BE FIRST TO START THINGS, TO HOLD HANDS, TO HUG, TO EVEN PUT YOUR ARM AROUND HER. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO SAY ALL THIS TO YOU, BUT I HAVE TO, JUST TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND. YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW I'M FEELING NOW, BUT I WON'T DARE TO SAY THIS IN FRONT OF YOU. YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT HAPPENS IF I SAID IT TO YOU FACE TO FACE.(eyes are red now.........) ... Well, I shall end here tonight. I have been doing a bio experiment at home. When I finish it, I'll post about it because it's so cool!!! ... We love Eighteen Chefs!!!  | 
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