I was actually looking forward to posting a happy post of what happened today. But my parents had to piss me off (again), so I'll try my best to be happy and write all about today's happy memories I had.

Well, firstly, today was my first tennis lesson at the new place. Accidentally went there too early and reached around and 9am. Was waiting for Alvin to come and I alot of people with sports stuff all over the mrt. It reminded me of the time when I went to Singapore Poly to have the History Trial. Good times. Then while I when he arrived, we made our way towards the courts. He told me it was going to be a long walk. I didn't think it was though, as I walk that long to get home. When we arrived there, some people were already there. So coach did some intro of the swings and hits to me first. I actually don't really know tennis well, but I was willing to give my best. I was really happy when coach was giving me alot of compliments. Then had alot of fun also during the whole time in class. Met afew new people with funny accents and stuff. And also weird people who had internal conflicts with each other, and it made us quite irritated. I learnt so many new things, like cat on the hill and what is a serve. (I actually didn't know what was a serve O.O) Then it started raining so coach stopped class from there onwards. We went to the bowling alley to take in some air con and rest. We resumed our tennis with a 2 on 2 at the second court. Was playing with Alvin, Jonathan and Ben. By then, the skin on my hand was scraping off, and I was wondering why there was a smell of omega oil on the grip. I found out soon. Had alot of fun during the 2 on 2. Had a few shots that reminded me of my badminton. Where the ball came from high up and smacked right infront. Took afew shots that nearly made me throw my racket again. Because if those people who play tennis with me, they would know that if I use my back hand, the racket will fly as I always thought of the tennis racket as a badminton racket. So the racket will fly, and when it flies, it flies high and far. People should be really really careful of me...

Then also I made friends with funny people. And some are pervertic. (Ahem...Jonathan, I'm talking about you...) And some of the pervertic people are disgusting. I would call them the Singaporean spitters. Haha. After lunch (can't really said I had lunch as I only took a drink that finished in less than 1 min, being the kind of camel I am.) We made our way to the mrt, and saw alot of girls in fbts...O.O. Nothing that I don't see many times. Sad for everyone who is salivating now, the girls are all 17 and above already. Haha. Have fun catching up with age. So after that, I made my way to APS. There I found out that my shirt stunk really really badly. And my irritating swimming class. Wish I could end it asap.

Well, the next few parts I'm making it unseen, because it's all complaints and pain and everything you wouldn't want to hear. If you find a way to read it, good for you. But if you do not want to, just scroll down to the rest of the blue words.

I AM SO PISSED WITH MY PARENTS. THEY THINK JUST BECAUSE THEY PAY FOR MY FEES, THEY CARE. WHEN WE GET INJURED, THEY JUST SAY "ORH". WHEN WE SAID THAT WE HAD COMPLIMENTS FROM THE COACH OR TEACHERS, THEY WOULD JUST SAY "ORH". WHEN WE ASK WHETHER WOULD THEY CARE IF WE DID WELL, THEY WOULD JUST SCOLD US BACK AND SAY THAT WE ARE UNGRATEFUL AND UNFILIAL CHILDREN. WHEN WE GET LECTURED, THEY THINK EVERYTHING THAT THEY SAY TO US DOESN'T HURT, AND THAT WE CAN REMEMBER EVERY WORD THAT THEY SAY DURING AT LONG PERIOD OF TIME. AND WHEN THEY ASK YOU REASONS WHY YOU JOIN OTHER COURSES THAN THOSE FROM GOOD SCHOOLS, THEY ALWAYS SAY OUR ANSWERS ARE BULLSHIT, WHEN THEY THEMSELVES HAVE NOT EVEN GONE THROUGH IT THEMSELVES. AND THEY ALWAYS THINK JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE GONE THROUGH THEIR SO CALLED LIVES, THEY HAVE NEVER KNOWN THAT THE WORLD IS CHANGING EVERYDAY. EVERYTHING HAS TO SUIT THEM, NOT US. THEY HAD NEVER THOUGHT THAT WE WERE ACTUALLY THE FUTURE, WHEREAS THEY ARE THE PAST. FOR ONCE, I JUST WISH PARENTS COULD SEE WHY WE CHILDREN HATE PARENTS. I'M SAYING THIS FOR THE GROUP OF PEOPLE WHICH ARE FIGHTING FOR WHAT THEY BELIEVE WHILE BEING SUPRESSED BY THEIR PARENTS WHICH THINK THAT WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS THE BEST FOR US. IN FACT, THEY'RE KILLING US, AND OUR SCHOOL WORK. BECAUSE THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT OUR GRADES IN SCHOOL, AND MY MUM CAN STILL SAY THAT THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT OUR GRADES BUT OUR ATTITUDE. AND ITS NO LIKE WE'RE PERFECT, SO CAN'T YOU ATLEAST GIVE A SMILE OR THUMBS UP WHEN WE DO SOMETHING THAT IS BIG TO US, RATHER THAN SAYING, IT'S STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH? WE MIGHT BE JUST KIDS, BUT WE'RE STILL HUMANS AND WE UNDERSTAND, AND WE ARE TRYING TO LIVE BY WHAT WE BELIEVE, WHAT WE CARE FOR AND ALSO TRYING TO MAKE YOU GUYS PROUD. BUT PARENTS, PLEASE JUST CUT US SOME SLACK. AND IF YOU CAN'T FIND THE REASON WHY MANY STUDENTS DON'T LIKE STAYING HOME, WELL, YOU CAN BLOODY HELL ASK THEM AND THEY'LL GIVE YOU THE STRAIGHT ANSWER. I'LL TELL YOU WHAT IT IS. "I DO NOT WANT TO COME HOME AND THE NEXT MINUTE, MY PARENTS START SCOLDING ME FOR JUST TURNING THE MUSIC ON, FOR JUST PUTTING A PLATE OF EGGS ON THE TABLE, FOR JUST TALKING ON THE PHONE FOR JUST A MERE MINUTE WITH A VERY GOOD FRIEND, FOR JUST TRYING TO ESCAPE TO OUR ROOMS TO AVOID YOUR VOICE OF SCOLDING." WHAT'S WORSE, MANY PARENTS DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS THE MEANING OF REACHING THE LIMIT. AND WHEN WE CRY, WE ALWAYS CRY IN SILENCE BECAUSE WE KNOW THAT YOU GUYS WOULD JUST SAY WE WERE WEAK AND YOU GUYS WOULDN'T EVEN COME TO COMFORT US. I'M SAYING THIS ALSO TO MY OWN PARENTS. AND IF MY DAD FINDS OUT ABOUT THIS SMALL PORTION OF WHAT I WROTE, I'D BE GLAD HE CAN READ THIS AND UNDERSTAND US ATLEAST ABIT. BUT I'M SURE HE'LL FORGET IT AS SOON AS HE CLOSES HIS LAPTOP. TRUST ME, ADULTS ARE ALL LIKE THAT. PLEASE, PARENTS, JUST BE LESS STRESSFUL WITH YOUR KIDS. I KNOW HOW THEY ARE LIKE, SO JUST TRUST ME IN THIS. IT'S NOW YOUR CHOICE, PARENTS. YOU EITHER FOLLOW THIS, AND LET YOUR KIDS ENJOY MORE AND GAIN MORE RESPECT FROM THEM, OR IF YOU DON'T, JUST LOOKOUT BECAUSE YOUR KIDS WILL TAKE EVERY CHANCE TO LEAVE THE HOUSE AND RUN AWAY.

If I insulted anyone, I'm sorry. But this is the truth and only the truth. I wish to forget all of this, so I hope everyone enjoys their life as much as possible. Please don't be too badly impacted by what I write. And check out for more posts, because I will update my blog as much as possible.

Well, let's end this blog with a funny picture about myself. Scroll down

We love tennis!!!

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