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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008 12:30 PM
WHY ISN'T EVERYTHING EXCEPT YOU GOING AWAY!!!Why is it that my problems, my worries, my anger going away? The very thing that I want the most is going away, and for such a long time. Why can't everything revert back? It's hard keeping myself happy, putting on that fake smiling face and that cute accent. I am reaching my limit, and well, it's not getting any better. 3 things that people can do to stop my anger 1. let me be for these few days. let my anger die down 2. get me ice cream. alot of ice cream. especially coffee ice cream 3. give me chances to see him. at least once before he goes Well, I know its unfair. I know life's horrible to me, but what can I do but suffer the tribulations? Nothing can stop them right? So I might just as well live it. But people know that it should just stay that way, but why is it worsening? Why is everything just going in a downward's spiral? You know, this post most likely is to vent my anger. And no one is going to tell me to stop about this post. Well, these next few things are to explain to big fat pig(you know who you are) why the hell I am that depressed, and I'll further explain to you next time 1. My PSL thing 2. Why I can't meet him 3. Hiding the fact that I'm with him 4. Him getting into a bad mood, especially because of you 5. Getting into religious fights with my brother 6. Trying to get away from people who keep asking me out 7. Trying to stay happy when people make me angry 8. Tired of doing stuff all at the same time 9. My brother is a dumbass and he is trying to break my skates and get me in trouble with my mum Ok, now my maid just pissed me off by telling me that she went to take my skinnies to wash, and they are still not dry and I need them for usher duty later!!! This really is pissing me off!! Now can you see why I'm in such a bad mood? Now can you understand why I'm like that? Why I can't take jokes? Why I keep saying you piss me off? It's because my patience has been worn off, my heart is breaking, I'm going blind and now, I can faint easily. So just stop with the trying to act like a funny guy and stop trying to comfort me and asking me to relax. It's not possible that I'll listen to you. Well, I'm going to go to vivo on monday and scream my heart out, so if you want, you can come join me. I'm going to be there until I need to return to school. So that's about it. I'm going to go to school now, face my irritating bunch of PSLs again and go to church, feel happy again, then go home and sleep it off. I hate being depressed!!! |
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