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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
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Sunday, November 2, 2008 10:31 PM
Well, I know it's only about 2 days after my latest blog, but who really cares? I just need to let my mind flow free. It's just me being myself. Well, this one is going to be quite long, so you can stop reading whenever you like to. It's your choice.Well, we'll start of with my son's birthday. Happy birthday, Scott. Although you said that you have left the family, you're still my son. The one that goes around and calls me mummy. Hopefully this day is meaningful to you. And well, you'll be free to do whatever you like. I'm afraid that I won't be able to finish this blog tonight. I've 24 mins left. Next thing is that flag day yesterday was really tiring. Not much to talk about. But when swimming lesson came, I hated it. I had to swim in my pyjamas which nearly caused me to drown, and after that, I was told to keep my body afloat for so long, I nearly fainted. Because I was literally having an asthma under water. And I was crying in the water, because it was really painful. I fell down once I tried to stand up. Ok, let's get out of this sad topic and back on track. I had a weird dream afew nights ago, just before someone's birthday. Well, it was a past memory that was shown in a different manner. And this dream is not a really good dream to end with. The dream started out like this... I was Randy's elder sister and we lived in a bungallow somewhere with his mother and our elder brother Yong Cheong. I was at the dining table with them having breakfast. Yong Cheong was having cereal and Randy and I were having bread and butter. Not milk, but orange juice. After breakfast, I went around looking for Sean. As it was a dream, I thought he would also be in it. Then I walked around the place as everybody was starting to get prepared for the fiesta. At a later time, I found Zhang Chuan. He walked me with and talked with me for awhile. Then we got to a quiet place under the stairs of some big building and very unknowingly, he started to get intimate with me. I got abit scared, so I ran away from him. While I was running back to the bungallow, I actually felt like I enjoyed that moment. I was afraid and scared by the time I reached the bungallow. After lunch, Randy's mother, or as you call my mother during the time, dressed me into a nice outfit and dashed some make up on me.(The dress is the exact copy of the one where in the "movie step up 2", the girl wore the white dress at the bbq at her friend's house.) Then I was also in heels, for the first time. My mother also helped me design my hair into a pretty way. When I looked into the mirror, I finally saw what I could look like, someone worthy. After the dressing up, I went around again to look for Sean. But this time, I was also looking for Zhang Chuan. I went around the whole neighbourhood to look for them. Sadly, I couldn't find them.(I forgot to mention, all the villagers were all montfortians.) Then, the fiesta began to start. I went to grab some food nearby. At that time, I saw Zhang Chuan. I was actually glad I saw him. Then I sat with him on the same table. Somehow, he was shifting nearer and nearer to me. Then, Sean walked towards us. He said Hi to us, and when he saw that Zhang Chuan's arm was around my shoulder, he just smiled and walked away. I got really sad. Then I told Zhang Chuan that I needed to do something. Then I walked home, starting to cry. I walked to the front door and went in. I closed the door and my eyes were already red and wet. That was the end of my dream before I woke up. Then I had a bad conversation with Joseph. I promised myself that I won't talk to him anymore. Not unless he finds me to talk to. I am sick and tired to talk to him while he tries to talk me into listening to him, which I won't. Now I'm pissed off with him. So that's the end of Joseph!!! Yay!!! Sean's going to be so glad. Btw, I made a mistake. I actually had an hour more to blog. I saw 10.36 as 11.36. I know I am really blind. I think it's because I'm going to get my glasses soon, that's why. I guess that's all about my long bloody post. I'll post some pictures that I drew when I was bored at home and the pictures I saw when I was having the dream. In the next or later post. And I just bought a fresh tub of haagen-daaz ice cream to cheer me up. But the one that you bought me will always remind me of you. And everytime I eat ice cream, I'll be reminded of you^^ We love haagen-daaz ice cream!!! |
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