I'm happy, glad and thinking of you

These were the pictures I drew in my book when I was lonely. When I was thinking of you. When these pictures feel like different emotions.

Well, I wish to tell everyone my wishes that I want before christmas is here. Since I have nothing better to do. But I really hope you have read the past post.

So these are the things I want in christmas...

1. A non-flowing supply of ice cream(not possible)

2. A 2009 planner(someone special is already getting it for me^^)

3. A new head phone for my phone that won't spoil

4. My rank, atleast by this year, if possible

5. A whole new set of stationary

6. Get my skates fixed so that I'll be able to skate properly

7. To grow taller when I go overseas

8. That my allowance will increase rapidly

9. To become an Exco next year if possible(Interact Club)

10. Lastly, to have more faith in God and that all the people close to me will know Christ

that's about it

Sonehow, I'm still not in a good mood. Well, nothing to worry about. It's always the same thing that makes me angry all the time. Well, I have always wanted to quit PSL for the same stupid reason. But, somehow, I know it's going to help someway or another. But hopefully everything will work out well.

Now, on with it. I'm feeling really bored, tired, losing my mind abit, thinking that I can just leave and forget anything. And since the time when school has ended, my voice has been getting louder and louder. So please don't make me pissed off and scream until your ear can come off. Literally. So next monday, I'm going to scream my fill until my voice feels like its back to its old tone. Most likely my voice will actually get better... ok, that's enough.

My SEA proficiency test today was quite ok. Well, since I wasn't at beach cleaning because I needed to help Miss Kavitha to find the supplier, so I had to rush back to school from boon keng. I was on my way to Dhouby Ghaut to buy Sean's birthday present. Then they called me back just to find the supplier. I told them I would go for NCC after that 2 hours. Then Miss Kavitha, being the kind soul she is, told us we needed to find the supplier by that day. Then I had to tell Miss Goh to let me off for that day, and I lost 5 hours of CIP points. Damn it!! It should have been done earlier and they just had to use that kind of time to rush us. Then because I didn't go for beach cleaning, I couldn't get the sample exam paper for the SEA pro test. But it was still ok. I got 5/5 for my practical, but failed my splicing. But hopefully I pass my theory so that I can atleast be near the SEA pro badge. I really want it... but too bad for me. What's done is done.

Well, I'm going to get my specs on thurs if I'm not wrong. They said that my degree have not changed at all. Seems like the opticians couldn't do a good job on finding out my normal degree. Because my eyes have gone abit more blind. Seems like that I've been in front of the com too much. I've got to stop soon.

Well, I found out something about myself also, these few days. I found that the only reason I can feel better is that I consume coffee. That's why my ice cream, sweets, drinks and stuff that I eat are coffee. Well, it's like a drug that makes me happy, just that it doesn't work that powerfully and it won't kill me.

Ok, that's about it. Tomorrow, I'll post some other pictures. And the reason I'm putting more posts these days is that you can see that I'm fine and that you'll be able to understand how I am now, what I'm going to do, and just how I feel.

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