Lalala. I was tired out tHis week and the pAst week with alot of schOol stuff.* Many things happen which take up alot of my church time and personal sleeping time. I now feel like sleeping alot in class but push myself to keep myself awake. Haha. I feel like I'm in such a fiXed position.

Somehow, I'm feeling kind of depressed becaUse someone that wAs very special to me left me without any unknowN reason.* I felt very sad and depressed. But as a student that Is having her streaming this year, I need to push My emotional feelIngs aSide and concentrate on what iS happening around.* Few know how I feel right now and they know how hurt I am now. Usually, when I'm alone, I will just play muSic and read a book just to get rid of the lonely mood.

LuckY with my friends arOund, I can live my life to the fUllest.* As God said, nothing is impossible. So everything I do is possible. By the way, I'll try to blog as often as I can when I have the time because I know that people do not understand why I am like what I am right now. God created me this way because he wanted to and I was created to do good and uphold his name.

Today, I did usher with knights. This was the 4th group I did usher with. Before that, I did usher with fighters, warriors and spartans. Ushering with different groups all the time is abit tiring. Not to mention today was Academic Excellence week, so there were many parents. Actually, we were only expecting 41 parents. But then pastor told us that there were 91 parents coming. But instead, 100+ parents came and the usher got very hectic. This was one time where we could really have fun. Especially, today we had alot of BMT(B) people with us. And many of them a good evaluation. Hope they look forward to their upcoming trainings. It's going to be real fun. Also with Benny!!

And today they showed a funny video. It was a GXT(Gao Xiao Tuan) video, produced by MTT(Moh Tat Teng) productions. It featured Isabel as Miss Tan the teacher, Ming Han the lead, Gang Yuan(Gang Ge) the student who loves big things, Nelson(Ah Du) the guy with weird stuff, Jacky(Long Ge) the guy who likes to bring alot of stuff, Noni the guy who is always late for exams, and Uncle Goh as Ming Han's dad. Everything was so funny. If we have the chance, I would want to watch it again!

Now my study rule has come out, so I need to study a maximum of 15 hours a week to be able to go to church. And with God, everything is possible. And I hope that with this study rule, my grades will improve.(If anyone has the study rule paper, please fax it or email it to me please)

We love studying!!