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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008 10:13 PM
Do you know that there will always be a time, whether you are upset or lonely, and at that point of time, you will start to evaluate why this happens or why that happens. And you know, too much of this kind of thinking will actually lead you to self emo-ing and lead on to self hurting. Do not ask how would I know as I have not been in your shoes, but to know all these at such an early age is the proof that I already know what will happen and what can happen.So what happened after the time I came back from Malaysia? Well, this is what happened. We had an Usher Prayer Meeting on monday with Jian Ming. It was fixed for 9am, but alot of people were late so we started late. Then only 20+ ushers came, out of 100 ushers! Even my sister didn't come. Wow, our standard has dropped quite alot. After the prayer meeting, some of us went to Sentosa with B1. Haha. So fun. And the night before, Jia Xian and Xin Chi had food poisoning. Haha. Then even though I didn't bring extra clothes, I still dumped myself into the water. So wet but also so fun. After everything, I went home abit wet and very very smelly. Haha. I smelled like salt. God has blessed me alot since my trip back to Singapore. When we came to church, me and my sister actually made it to church on time! Bless God, Hallelujah! And when I went out with C1 to eat dinner until late, and guess what, I managed to reach home before 8pm! Isn't God amazing? And for the past few meetings, I have been punctual and early. Amen! This week, I have to go back to school. Sian. First day of school already have NCC. You can die in the hot sun. I was also parade commander for that day. And I found out, during the Secondary School Camp, I lost alot of clothes, including my NCC shirt. OMG!!! I'm dead~~ Its ok anyway, since the new unit tee is coming out. Woohoo!! The next few days of school have been quite hectic too, as many things were on. So busy, so tired. Longing to sleep in class more. Today was very special. I learnt new things about myself. I went to church for prayer meeting. Then I joined B1 for their worship session. At that time, Jian Ming talked to me about thinking for visions with the cause of Christ. I found out I have been too worldly for very long already, and that after Jian Ming told me about it, I tried to change myself. I was that worldly person as visions given to me by God, they were always a blur and hard to understand. In that sense, I tried to find that vision on my own and only thought about all the worldly things. Now that I have found out, I will try to change myself, as much as possible, for the sake of Christ, my savior. This is about all for the week. By the way, I drank abit of Johnny Walker, so I was sweating quite alot today and my face turned red like a bull. Haha. God is good, God is good, all the time. We love thinking!! |
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