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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
I have a mouth for a reason
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010 11:14 PM
For the sake of us being together in the past....... YEA RIGHT. IF YOU FUCKING DON'T GIVE A SHIT TO ME WHY SHOULD I GIVE A SHIT TO YOU.I'm finally standing up for myself...... you're being an arrogant bitch now. Your sis loves the attention...... I know that stupid. Which girl doesn't like to get surrounded with guys? I don't care about your feelings...... I know. Since when have you ever cared and when have you even given a shit about it in the past. Just because you changed doesn't mean you changed for the better. You selfish little arrogant bitch, don't bother trying to say I mean the whole world to you or you miss me or all those bullshit, you know they aren't real. When I'm fighting with you, you make me wanna cry when I get so damn pissed off. You don't deserve my time. And I have every right to be angry. Thanks for wasting my time utterly on trying to make you happy. Sunday, August 8, 2010 12:16 AM
I was so enraged with anger just now that when the guy just puked when I was getting off the bus, I didn't even bother to help him, just being shocked standing there. I was so angry that I totally forgot there was a plastic bag in my hand and I was so reluctant to even shift by a bit to move towards him, instead, moved back. I can't believe I was so blocked with anger that fear came out of me and made me walk even faster away from the bus. The liquor from the smell of the vomit made me remind me of how angry I was. Maybe the guy was just as angry, but only took it out by over drinking. I understood how he felt, but I couldn't believe I just stood there and did nothing.I can't be ruled over my emotions anymore. I can't be that useless in a situation that my emotions would overcome me in a time of someone's crisis. I can't believe I'm like that. Please slap me. Every intention to help that poor guy was blocked because I was just selfish and thinking about my own emotions and problems. I wish I'd been a better person. I hate myself. |
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