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Rytha

Rytha Lew Chiu Min
劉秋敏
21/06/1994
lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com
Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated)
Peicai Secondary School
4F '10
Female
Past Interact Club President
NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant
Kayaker
Adidas Lover

[In my world, take backs only happen once.]
[You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.]


I have a mouth for a reason

a monster that make boys cry
Monday, December 29, 2008 5:10 AM




Just to let everyone know, I was also doing another puzzle after finishing my 6 disney babies panorama. It was a 500 piece Lilo and Stitch puzzle. I took only about 2 hours to finish it though, because alot of pieces were stuck together, so I took it easy. And someone... didn't want to talk to me because he was too sleepy to talk to me. He was always tired at night that he wouldn't talk to me for ever 2 hours. Sigh, it was always quite boring while doing puzzles.But it's ok, because I hav my phone with me, so I can replay my songs over and over again. And those songs were sent to me by others, so I was always singing the songs while doing the puzzles. Haha. Don't think I'm crazy singing to myself, ok? I like doing that.








Anyway, I went to my godbrother's yesterday to play tennis. I was there 2 hours early though. I didn't like being late. I never liked being late at all. When I am late, I just keep making the face that I hate myself for being late. So I got there arund 3+, and wondered around the house awhile. I found that my god bro, Jia Sheng, had a sketch book exactly the same as mine, and the top drawing was what he drew in class. Zoom in and see what it is. It's really funny and cute. He has also have really good drawing skills. I didn't tell him that I was having some fun looking around his room when he's not around.


So we went to the tennis courts around 5pm. We started the game first before the other team came. We had a small game first. Then we had other rounds when the other group came. I teamed up with Alvin while his other brother teamed up with Kai Sheng to play 2 on 2. My brother kept going into the middle of the court, and we were all afraid of hitting his head. And especially that Alvin is a hard-hitter, my brother had alot of chance to lose his special parts. Haha. I kept wanting to kill the ball because I kept missing it by only an inch. And I was always too short to hit the high shots. Even with all the jumping... Then I played with them 2 hours straight. Had blisters on my left hand and feet. Then we had dinner with my god parents. Alvin's family couldn't stay for dinner as they're mum is sick at home so they needed to rush off after the game. By the way, small intro for Alvin. He's from Hwa Chong, so he's really really smart. But he made me laugh abit with his new hair cut. He still looked cute though. He used to have a fringe. So after dinner, I got really tired so our aunt drove us home. Right after that I fell asleep, so I'm awake now, blogging, because I woke up at around 3+ and I was hungry.


Now I'm going to talk about what happened 2 days ago. I went to a concert with Ben, as you guys know. He was really tall, and I mean really tall. I had to look up to see his face. When we arrived there, we had to wait about an hour before the rest of the guys came. We went to NTU, and went for te concert inside. Something funny happened in the bus though. You want to know, just ask. Made afew friends during that time. Too bad I was the only girl, and also the youngest in the group. The twins were also jokers. The whole group were really fun and cute guys. And Ben gave me chocolate for christmas!!! Haha. He was the only guy that gave me chocolate. Only 3 friends of mine, all guys, have given me anything for this year's christmas. The chocolate tastes great though. The present I got for Ben was abit weird though. It was something I can't say because it is really too weird. But just to say, I really had a really good time, and I thank Ben for inviting me and even paying for my ticket^^


the cold and bitterness I go through
the only warmth I could find was in you
in everything that I do for you, and I mean everything
I felt like it wasn't just for nothing
Thinking of you day and night
I always thought that I was right
In making such a decision
Even for you, in such a situation
I always hoped that your parents wouldn't mind
how mine and your parents will find
us together, with our dumb ideas and sacrifices
hopefully, we won't turn into misers

I think that's about all for today. Going to school later for NCC and PSL. Getting my other unifrorm and also my books. Going to prepare for year 2009 already. I'm growing old while staying the same height... *crying my heart out*

We love tennis!!!

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Saturday, December 27, 2008 11:25 AM

my puzzle is done!!!
I'm so happy that I've finished my puzzle. Took me quite a long time to finish and well, it was a success. Just that some people won't even stay up afew more minutes just to talk to me while I finish the last pieces. But it's ok, because I stuck myself in the attic for around 5 nights to finish the whole thing, and stopped my regular meals just to make sure I had enough time to finish it by today morning. So I had been mostly surviving on chips and coke. Yesterday was the last day, so I changed to soup instead, to keep my body warm and awake. Monday, I'm going to get it framed and settled. It's going to be great. Wonder what coloured frame though.
I got tagged to do this quiz by Kelvin, so I might as well have the fun and plesure of doing it.
#1 The first person who tagged in your blog is:Ivan
#2 Your relationship with him/her:Senior in NCC
#3 Your impression of him/her:He's a geek
#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:Help me create a Cbox
#5 The most memorable thing he/she said to you:Thank you?
#6 If he/she become your lover you will:Try to make him more man
#7 If he/she become your lover, thing(s) he/she has to improve/change will be:He's has to be stronger than me, or he's not considered a man
#8 If he/she become your enemy, you will:I will fight with him all day
#9 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:That Iwas sabo-ed by him and scolded by the teacher
#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:Make him a man
#11 Your overall impression of him/her is:He is good, but still a geek
#12 How you think people around you feel about you?: they think I'm loud, weird and totally incontrolable
#13 The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself is:I can talk to people well(some), and that I look average, which makes me happy enough
#14 On the contrary, the stuff you hate about yourself: I'm lousy at studies, my memory sucks and I'm really too small sized for my age
#15 The most ideal person you want to be is:Obama!!!
#16 Say something to those who care and like you: I know I couldn't have gone through all my hard times without you guys cheering me on.
#17 Pass this quiz to 10 people (tag those with blogs):
1. Sean tan
2. Joseph Lee
3. Samuel Sinn
4. Sherwin
5. Clive
6. Alvin
7. Jia Sheng
8. Bryan Lim(because it's his birthday today...)
9. Nicholas
10. Jake(I chose your name randomly)
#18 Who is no.6 having relationship with?: He's single
#19 Is no.9 a male or female?: Male
#20 If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?: NO WAY!!! THEY'RE BOTH GUYS!!!
#21 What is no. 2 studying?: English, maths, science, chinese, SS etc...
#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?: This morning. He was telling me about his girl...
#23 What kind of music does no. 8 like?: Soft and simple, I think.
#24 Does no. 1 has any siblings?: yes, he has a brother called Melvin...
#25 Will you woo no. 3?: He's a nice guy, but he's got a girl, and he's just a really really good friend of mine
#26 How abt no. 7?: He's my godbrother. He's a really good brother, but not my type. Haha.
#27 Is no. 4 single?: Yes.
#28 What's the surname of no. 5?: I forgot...
#29 Whats the hobby of no. 10?: All I know is that he has a guitar...
#30 Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?: They're both in the same school but I don't think they even know each other
#31 Where is no. 2 studying at?: Montfort Seconday School.
#32 Talk something casually about no. 1: Someone so close to me that I'll die if he leaves
#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?: Not really, but he's a really good talker.
#34 Where does no. 9 lives?: Somewhere in hougang
#35 What colour does no. 4 like?: Not sure...
#36 Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?: No. It's a senior junior relationship
#37 Does no. 1 have any pets?: Yes. 2 hamsters which are adorably too cute.
#38 Is no. 7 th sexiest person in the world?: urm... I wouldn't consider it so.
#39 What is no. 6 doing now?: In malaysia enjoying time with his family.
Well, those people who I have labelled are to do this quiz, and please make me happy.
I'm going to a concerrt with Ben later so I'll not be online much today. And I'm really happy that my dad allowed me to skip my horrible swimming class which nearly killed me once. Going to have some fun later to tease Ben for his height. Haha. Ok, well, all I have left to say is...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN!!!!
We love saturdays!!!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 11:49 PM

(you'll understand this later)

Sorry guys!!! I know I haven't posted for a long time already. I'm here now, posting about my life, when I was in Thailand, and back.



My life in thailand wasn't good, as it always hasn't. The post before this one can help explain why very clearly. And there were afew crying parts I didn't add in, because I didn't want people to worry for me. Unluckily, some people found out and started to worry badly or me. I had to stop their worries, and tell them I was fine. My brothers all stood next to me when I was in pain. I couldn't thank them for standing by my side when I needed them.





But the sad thing was that not only were my brothers suppose to stand by me, there was some other special person that should be too. And he should be really close too. Some people even pity me for staying with him through all these tough times. Then I to start reminding myself, telling myself that it wasn't true that staying with him is a pity. Rather, it was a fortune to have met a guy like him. I had to keep reminding myself that I was the one who chose to be with him. And to be with him will be all I want. Something happened to us when in the cinema. I wanted to blog about it but when I tried to, the whole thing got deleted when I was publishing it. And because my memory sucks badly, I decided not to write it again as I know it'll remind me of how I felt during that time, and I know I won't be happy reading this post.



Well, it was supposed to be posted on Christmas eve, but I as I had said, the post got deleted when I was publishing it. And I had to spend the rest of the time with my family and stuff. When I got all my presents and everything, I went up to the attic again to do the puzzle my kor kor bought for me. It was what I really wished for christmas and he made an effort to get something that big for me. I really appreciated it. It was the puzzle of 6 disney babies. I will treasure it for a long time to come. It's because I have 6 people I consider my sons and they all matter alot to me. I doubt without them, I will never be able to survive with their father for so long. I'm going to finish doing it today and I'll get it framed on monday. My christmas has never been so happy.



And I posted late because on christmas, I stayed a long time at my god bro's house, which was only a small walk away from my NCC headquarters. So it was a fond place for me to go. And when my parents wanted to go back home, I thought it was still too early, so my brother and I stayed back while my parents went back with my baby brother. Then I stayed and played psp with my god bro. Then we had a small game of spastic, speed and 21. It was really fun. Then we got abit bored so we went to turn on the electone. We had some fun playing with it. We got bored then we went to book a one hour slot for the tennis court to play. The reason I wanted to learn how to play tennis is because I was given a tennis racket by my uncle. So I didn't want it to go to waste. While waiting for our time slot, Jia Sheng, my brother and I started playing poker and our money were all uno cards. After we had our games, we went to the tennis court to play. I was practicing while they threw balls at me to hit. Then we had some 1 to 1 games. I hit some of the balls too hard that they bounce out of the court and all over the place. There was also one ball which I hit, and it hit the lampost, which it then hit one red car, and then it bounced to somewhere near a ventilator. Now, the ball is stuck at the second storey of some block. Haha. After our game, we went back and played more poker and psp. Then we had our dinner and waited for our parents to come here. While then, we planned a tennis outdoor thing on sunday. With my god bro's family and some other friends. Going to have lots of fun on sunday. And we are also planning to go to Batam to fish at the kelong there. Going to be super fun. But the bad thing is that I'll be the only girl there with the same bunch of tennis people. First time for me though. Going to be a good experience. Hope it doesn't fall on monday, because I need to go to school for NCC, then PSL, then I need to buy my books. But it'll be fine with me if I have to miss that day. I don't mind.



Anyway, I'm going to a concert tomorrow with Ben and some friends, so I'll have to talk my dad to allow me to skip the swimming lesson I have. I can die in my swimming lesson. Hope to see school open again. I have to say our new uniform is really nice. It's white and blue now. And the pe is translucent, so guys, please don't drool over it. Haha.



We love tennis!!!

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 11:47 PM

My first day and it sucks already. I told my mum that I can do stuff better in an outside of the hosue environment. I proved it to her. And I proved it well. Everything I did made the family happy. Or so I think. No one had any troubles. I was the one running around doing the errands. Making everyone happy. Who'd guess, after there was no crowd left, when we were out of the public, I would get scolded by my mum over and over again. For being just a freak. For being different. For just helping everyone. And I still am pissed off with my sister and brother. My sis, everything that I say, she has to say something bad about it. She's just a super old always in the way kaypo. So she think she's the oldest, she has the most priority. She has some, but she has got to remember that she's still no smarter nor stronger than me. And also not that matured and experienced. Well, enough of talking about the bitch. Now we'll talk about the other gay bitch which has spoiled my whole entire life ever since he was born. He had to scream at my ear, hit me with things that make me injured and scar me, try to argue with me(which makes my sister scold me and not him, when the situation doesn't even involve her), and what's more, my mum will side with him and scold me more. I had enough scoldings from the family already. Having to take care of the old ones and the young one is already tiring enough for me, and I don't even get any thanks for suffering. I told them, if they wanted to come, go ahead. Don't bring me along, because I'm sure you guys will scold me for everything that I do. Be it helping them and making them proud or just doing a small mistake. I was forced to go, and well, I wish to cry my heart out. If only the politicians continued the fighting, I won't be in this country that may and will be taking away my life. Right now, I'm fermenting in this apartment, forced to sleep on the floor of the living room. God, if anyone could help me now, I'll be willing to run.

Hais, I think I better end all the misery here. Will be sticking with my father for the whole trip. Can't be bothered by my mum already. She's just going to be a pain in my ass. And if they ever find out that I posted this, let them read. It's for them to understand why my mood wavers on a line as thin as an ant's leg.

We hate trips with families!!!(Especially mine)

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Monday, December 15, 2008 10:02 PM

Today, I went to Kuo Chuan Pres. to pass Miss Goh the cookie monster. She was a really good teacher. Hopefully she'll come back before I graduate from the school. I actually went to Pres. High by accident, thinking that it was KCPSS. Haha. Then after I went to both schools, I took a bus back to bishan. I thank God that I took the bus because the 2 guys I saw coming out of the school when I was talking to Miss Goh were still walking half the journey. I was thinking I would be late meeting Sean and Jin Quan. Actually, and fortunately, I was early.

After I met them, we went to select the movie. (Is it really that hard to select a movie?) After we chose the movie, we bought the tickets then went to buy food at kopitiam to eat. After collecting our food, we went to the balcony of Vivo to eat. The place reminded me of when me and Sean celebrated his birthday. While eating our food, Sean and Marcus kept playing with the cucumbers and chopsticks. They threw the chopsticks over the wall(because we were at the top of the seatings) and heard the sticks fall to the floor on the other side. Then they threw the cucumbers towards the front, near the cleaner.
(Sigh. guys will always be guys)
Then we went off to roam around vivo before the movie. We then went into the cinema for our movie. It was really cold, trust me. Next time you must always bring a jacket along, or you can just ask the guy to hug you. Couldn't get the hug so I was freezing in the cinema. I don't regret it though. Was laughing my ass off watching Madagascar 2. I was actually amazed by the amount of green tea I drank while watching the show. Sean was then gobbling down the whole packet of lays.

After the movie, we went to Toys r us. OHHHH!!! Wanted to kill them. They should know I hated to go inside but still, we had to go. Especially when I walked in, I was still talking to them when we were walking inside, so I was facing them. When I turned around, the next thing I saw was a big magic set on a discount. They were all trying to kill me. So then we played hide and seek inside. Then I was like a dumbass running around. I thought I could just run off and go around wondering. Would have loved the time alone. When I finally ran back, went to kick all their asses. After that, we went to the balcony again.

Had alot of fun playing in the water. Because Sean didn't want to come into the water after the first round of splashing, I had to take his slippers away from him and go into the water. He could only get it back if he exchanged something with me. So I went up to him to exchange. Haha. It's something mouth to mouth. But not CPR. After he got back his slippers, we went back to sit. Was abit disappointed as he didn't wrap his arms. He was as blur as ever. Then the next round came. I managed to take his whole bag, with his phone and everything inside. Haha. The game was getting more exciting. Then I was running around in the water, around and around the plants. Then he had to find me and chase me. He was actually really tired already, so went back to rest. Then Jin Quan came with my phone, and dared to put it in the water. So I dared him back by turning Sean's bag upside down while unzipping the bag slowly. Then the next chase began. Because Jin Quan's pants were less absorbent, he could run as much as I could. But they still didn't catch me. Then I ran around and went to get Sean's slippers also. Then I ran back into the water. Then Jin Quan and I made a deal. If Sean were to exchange again, then I would return him one thing. So I had one more of mouth to mouth, and I gave back his slippers. Then we had a last walk around the water, the one where we had to walk all 3 pools. After that, Sean exchanged one last one, a not so good but better than the last one. Then I gave him back his bag. Haha. I killed 3 birds with just one small stone. So after the last one, we went to change. Sean changed on the spot, while I changed in the toilet. After I came out, the guys went in, so I went in again to dry my fbt. Seems like I scratched my fbt abit on my butt while trying to pull Sean in the water just now. I took off my fbt to dry( was wearing two piece inside so it was ok). It got dryer, atleast. Then we went to walk around Vivo again and went to Superdog to eat. I was wondering why was he talking to me in an angry tone... After the meal, we took the mrt back. Then Jin Quan push me towards Sean's chest and told me to lean on it. I was more than happy to do it. Then I wrapped my arms around him. I was really liking it alot. After we changed train, I was holding on to him like I would never let go. Even when my legs were injured and still shivering, and so were my injured arms, it just felt like I couldn't let go. Only when I knew that it was the end of the end which I could see him, then would I let go. After I let go, which was at Tampines, I gave him a farwell kiss then left. Hopefully, I'll be able to see him sometime soon.

I took a bus back, which was 1 hour, I kept falling asleep in the bus. Then the only time I woke up was when a bunch of children were bouncing around the chairs and landed on me. Then I walked home from the bus stop. I really wished the day wouldn't end.

Ok, I think I'll just end it here. Getting pissed off with my mum and brother pissing me off everyday of my life, which couldn't get any better.

I just wish I could put all those photos all over to let everyone to see. But because of all my restrictions, I'm forbidden to show anyone the love I give you. Hopefully everything will turn out well.

We love water!!!

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Sunday, December 14, 2008 7:08 AM

This was what I have been watching for the past few days as I have been so bored out at home. Well, just watch it. It's really cute.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUwYYOSRiGU
Well, I liked these songs also. They have been my favourites since my young age. So here you go. I don't really know how to upload youtube videos so I have to upload them like this. Sorry for the inconvenience to everybody.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2P3SWl0EAAs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOjaJrgwzwA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwNpO0I_u1w
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlEMjwDrlZA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NqvtxIkBBok
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hV46-cNl9w
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nb0K0w3W04U
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvO4XMxtlFM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOAR37d8X7c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YcfRN5efM0
Go and check out what I've been listening to. I've been too bored to upload anything. Maybe tonight I will, or the next day, or the next day, or the next day, or the next day, or the next day...

We don't love anything today. It's to rainy to love anything.

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Thursday, December 11, 2008 9:54 AM

These were the sun burns and peircings that caused me alot of pain for the past week. Enjoy.

Right arm sun burn
Left arm sun burn
Right ear peirce
Left ear peirce
I wanted to post this afew days ago but didn't want to as I was too tired. Was busy doing stuff and resting to do any blogging. Now that I have some time, I need to spend it on everybody. Christmas presents are already bought, so now it's time to finalise the wrapping and everything. Well, I got some scolding from afew parents for calling their children when they were in Japan, but I didn't really care as I was busy plaing my DS and already knew that it was coming. I think this post will be most likely short as I didn't do anything fun the past few days. I am looking forward to a time where I can see my dear again. Somehow something tells me it'll be a long time before I can see him again. I went to peirce my ears for one reason only, and well, I hope that it was a correct reason. Now I'm abit in pain as the peircings are causing me alot of trouble here and there. I won't be home later until quite late as I will be going out with a friend of mine to celebrate his birthday. And I changed my blogskin. Some of my friends say that it's too plain and it doens't show what I want to express out. So they found a more understanding blogskin for me and uploaded it in. The moment I changed my blogskin, I noticed that my dear's blogskin was changed to the exact copy of my old blogskin. Now I don't know whether to change it back or not. If I don't, I'm afraid that my dear will be upset. If I do, later all my friends will be asking why did I change back to my old blogskin just to suit my dear. I'll just leave it like that until I understand what I can do next.
Ok, seems like this will be what I will be writing for today. I hope I will be more active, because I'm being bored out and growing fat at home.
We love dear!!!

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008 9:45 AM

well, since I was asked to post a blog soon, I'll just post a really short one. I was going present hunting today again so that I could finish my list sooner or later. Better to get it done sooner. Went out with some friends and their cousins. Syafiq came along too. Was great to see him again, with longer hair. Haha. So we went to hunt for presents, and I managed to find afew at IMM. After that, we headed to a library, which was closed for that day because it was a public holiday. Sad for some people who had to carry us over the mud for nothing. Haha. Then we headed to Science Centre to bring Syafiq back to his mother. After that, we took 66 all the way to Bedok for fun. Actually just to waste time and sleep in the bus. And I was killing the guy who tried to wax my hair and it turned out to be a disaster. I had to walk around with my hair undone and totally messy for the whole day. So we slept all the way there until we reached the mrt stations. They went back home and I went to Pasir Ris to loiter around. Managed to find afew more presents for people. It was actually quite hard as the presents left to buy were all for guys, and I don't really know what guys want. So I bought home some stuff. After I returned home, there was steamboat for dinner. We had some guest around so I quickly ate. I don't know why, but I felt sleepy after my dinner, so I escaped to my room to sleep. But my sis was around and I couldn't let my mum know I had not bathed yet, so I escaped to the attic to sleep. Slept quite well until some people smsed me and the ringtone kept ringing, and I was awaken. So I after smsing, any sms that came after 2 wasn't answered. So I slept pretty well that night. When I woke, it was already 8+. I was freaked out when I saw the skin around my shoulders tearing into 2 colours. I then finished bathing and answered the rest of my sms. Then I had a long conversation with Ben. Hopefully my bill doesn't burst. But I think it'll be fine, because I will be gone for a week. Then today I will be going to school, I think, to pass my teacher her christmas present, before she leaves. Hopefully, I'll make it in time.

Guess that's all I have to say today. Now to get back to wrapping presents.

We love Christmas!!!

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Friday, December 5, 2008 10:06 PM

Went out with some friends today to play badminton. This is going to be a short post because I don't want to reveal much to everyone. I went with friends to Clementi to play badminton, and mostly the people were all younger than me. Then had to wear singlet and skirt, because someone dared me to wear a miniskirt to play badminton, so I did. And it was fun, because people wanted to upskirt me. Because I said that I wasn't wearing fbt. as my fbt was longer than my pants. So we had many fun games, and well, I tore a hole in my favourite pair of socks. We actually went to the arcade before our game, and I helped pay a big sum to let them play. Then we took some neo prints, and well, the machine ran out of paper, so we wasted 5 dollars. But it's ok, so I didn't care. After playing badminton, I went with a friend of mine to Tampines to buy presents for my friends and teachers. So I actually spent alot of money on everything, and I spent aroun 100 dollars. So I felt happy I finally have less people to buy presents for. But now I need more money to buy other things. Hopefully I'll buy everything else in bangkok so I'll save up on alot of money.

Please don't joke anymore. I really hope the misunderstanding will end. If you explain to me, I'll be able to understand. And if you would just give me time to explain to you, I'll let you understand why I'm so insecure.

We love Christmas!!!

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Thursday, December 4, 2008 5:17 PM

I've been going abit crazy this past few days. I'm not really sure why, but I just have. Let's see what happened that made me crazy.

Monday. I went over to Afiqah's house to skate with her at East Coast Park. So we took 109 from her house and stopped somewhere near White Sands Mall. Then from there we skated from Pasir Ris bus interchange to Ehub, then to East Coast Park. We skated from the start of East Coast Park all the way to the end. We had a little trouble at the start of the park because the road there was really rocky. I remember that I used to skate there during the chalet, but Sean was the one who carried me over the rocks. So we skated to the end of the park, then made a small call to Joseph. For some stupid fun, of course. Then after the call, we headed to Ehub, and we say Dinali and Tania again. Seems like they were looking for White Sands Mall but walked all the way to Ehub instead. Then we stayed at Ehub for a small lunch break. After the lunch break, we took the mrt to Orchard mrt station to collect my fbt, which I bought in May. It's a long story. Then we took the mrt back to Serangoon. From Serangoon onwards, we skated back to Afiqah's house. Then Afiqah packed up to leave for Johor Bahru on that day, so I sent her off to thebus stop. Then I skated back home without my parents knowing, because my mum wanted me to take the bus home instead. So when I skated back, didn't eat much, and went to sleep. I was really crazy. I'm not sure whether it's my body that wants to lose weight or am I trying to take away the unhappiness with excersise. So I went home, but abit sad. Because I was so close to his house, yet I couldn't even see him for a moment on that day.

Tuesday. Went to Sentosa with Joseph and the lot of 2B people. They are all from Peicai. Then we went into the water and played. Got thrown into the water quite alot of times by Joseph. Then he firelifted me into the water alot of times. We had alot of fun. Then the teacher came bck with some other food and Eton came also. By the way, Eton, don't ever whistle in front of me. I know I'm without my shirt but you don't have to. Then after some water games, Joseph had a few leg sprains so I had to fix them for him. So we sat quite afew games out. After almost everything ended, me and Joseph had to head back first because Joseph had to reach home first. Then on the way, he talked to me which made me lose my confidence in why I first got to know Sean. The conversation started to get worse, but I couldn't blame anything. It was all too true, and I actually felt like I didn't make the right choice. Then I started thinking, why did I choose you? Why did you choose me? Are you still in love with her? What I do, is it correct? Should I even be in this state? I got so tired of thinking like that, and thought all the facts are wrong. To try to prove myself wrong, I went to get something for the both of us. To make sure we wouldn't fall apart. Hopefully, it'll stay like that. Then I went home by taking 39 from Pasir Ris. Again, I thought. I was so close to you, yet I couldn't even peek a glance at your beautiful face.

Wednesday. I finally went to meet him. Too bad I got badly sunburnt the day before, so I had to wear clothes that did not touch my body much, because my body hurts when something touches it, especially my shoulders, back and legs. I also did not have alot of clothes since I came back from my Perth trip. They were all washing. Then I passed the present to Sean so that he could give it to his venture, Shawn. Then both of them came out, Shawn thanked me for the present. Then I brought Sean home. The whole way, he didn't poke me. I was wondering why not. If he did, I'd be really happy. Because I would then be able to snug a small hug from him. So he didn't, so I didn't get the hug. Abit sad. After sending him home, I went home, because I didn't want people to see me in my clothes. They were quite revealing, and my shoulders hurt, which meant I couldn't wear my bag around, so more of my back was exposed. Once I came home, it was still quite early. So I decided to post the rest of the Perth pictures. Then I went to skate around the Seletar camp. I was lazy to change my clothes, so I just went skating in my skirt and singlet. I think people saw me upskirt, but who cares. My brother came with me, and was he a pain in the ass. Then after we skated, I came back and took a shower. I hated the shower, because my shoulders were hurting when I was cleaning myself. After the shower, I had a conversation with Joseph, Sherwin and some other girl called Chloe. Then I went to bed.

Wednesday. Today. Really bored. Some people were suppose to come to my house to help me cook, but in the end, they didn't. So I was at home the whole time. Going online, going offline, watching movies, sleeping, and then awake again. Then I thought back, why had I been going to Pasir Ris. Was it by coincidence or was it on purpose. Then after I stopped thinking, I told myself I needed to post another post, so here I am, and this is the post.

Well, I have to go to my grandma's house now for dinner.Will go online on my phone, so I can talk with everyone before I reach home.

We love Pasir Ris!!!

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