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Rytha Rytha Lew Chiu Min 劉秋敏 21/06/1994 lionheaddragonclaw@hotmail.com Nan Chiau Primary School(graduated) Peicai Secondary School 4F '10 Female Past Interact Club President NCC(Sea) Staff Sergeant Kayaker Adidas Lover [In my world, take backs only happen once.] [You found my blog? Good, that means you know where you stand.] |
I have a mouth for a reason
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Friday, October 31, 2008 11:32 PM
I had one of the most fun times with you on wednesday. It was enjoyable, pleasurable, interesting, fun, memoriable, and alot more that I can't think of. Haha. But it was truly engraved into my heart. Every moment of it was just something that wouldn't go away. So as you can see, no one can change that moment, because it is already over and it was one of the best times ever. And the thing is, I did the right thing, at the right time, with the right person. I am just so lucky to have known him. He is ranked the highest in my heart. Never to be forgotten. But sadly, it was all gone in afew hours time. But we did manage to break our record, which was what made me really happy. And what's more, you were the one that started it, not me. I was really happy. Hopefully we can have another chalet and do it again^^. If we ever could have that moment again.But sadly, things did not turn out the way we wanted it to. Well, you got scolded by your parents, and they found out. And now we are incontactable for the next 4 years. Literally. I will really miss the times I had with you. Your smiles. Your stupid jokes. You trying to act like a horny person. I could never forget those times. But we now have to avoid each other just so we can contact each other. Isn't it ironic? This life? Having things that you don't want to happen yet we have to do them just to make ourselves as happy as possible. Time is now what's seperating us, and hopefully it'll all end soon. I'm pretty sure we'll suffer alot now, with our hearts so weak. It's lucky we have friends. Alot of friends. Good friends that you should never throw away. Now that I can't spend much time with you, I'll spend more time in church. So that you won't feel so bad or that I'm with someone else. I'll tell you my schedules in and out. So you won't have to worry. But now I just worry that you'll have a hard time surviving without me, and that you have very few friends to trust. Just remember, I'll always be here. David left you a phone that you can use to contact us. It's a prepaid card phone, so we'll pay for the prepaid cards. I hope you won't feel lost, and when you read this blog, I hope your heart is at rest. Hopefully I can take some chances to meet you, whenever I can. But I really wish to see you badly. Even though I know that your situation will not help in any way. So just stick to your friends for now, and if any problems arise, just come to me. I'll always be here. 24/7. Today is your birthday. I'm really happy for you. Hopefully this day will be really happy for you, even if today you have something on.^^ This is about it then. I really hope that the person I'm directing it to reads it. And btw, Li Rong, your birthday party was awesome^^ We love him!!!^^ Saturday, October 25, 2008 9:10 AM
I was in PSL camp for 5 days. I was uncontactable, uncomfortabable, and I really hate the fact that he was only living afew blocks away and I couldn't see him.Then during the camp, my good friends, or what I would like to say ex good friends who treat me like shit, have been trying to kill my spirits while I was trying to bring their's up. It was really painful. No one knew I cried in camp. It was like they were using me. And it wasn't good, as they were making use of my softheartedness. They knew I would help them in any consequence, and everytime they asked me to do a favor, they would act like they were angels. Once the deed was done, they were back to becoming devils of the deepest pits. To say, I was literally in the pits of hell most of the time. The only thing that raised my spirits were the sec1s. They were the ones who were so happy. And everybody knew I loved children, or anyone younger than me. Haha. Alot of them, not even in my team, was like a good friend of mine. Making friends with them and interacting with them were fun and mostly enjoyable. Whereas for the times in hell, I only had alot of urge to quit PSL. But knowing I had a passion for PSL, allowing me to take care of the sec1s were a honor to me. And the second reason was that I knew Miss Tan and Miss Lim knew I had a chance in PSL, and that quitting would make them really unhappy. But the thing about next's years election for the 2 boards, the selection will be very unfair if the sec2s were able to make their choices. For those who I am talking about, you know who you are. If you're still unsure, just ask. At ast when I was out of that camp, which I thought mostly was a waste of time, I felt so relieved. But when we returned to school, my results just killed my spirits, like a knife going through my heart. I atleast got better than my mid year, of course, but was at the borderline of passing. Hopefully I'll get into a good class. But technically I'm still in express. Alot of them still don't know their class. Even me. All I can say is that someone got angry at me just because I forgot to pass in the HE homework. You should know how stressed I am already, being stuck in alot of positions that I do not want to be. And you still try to make fun of me and pull me down. What wrong have I done to make you two so angry? What is it that made you guys hate me? What is it that made you guys my best friends into such people? I just want to know the answer!! Ok, I wish to not speak of this anymore. It hurts me. Alot. So after camp, I went to play soccer with Randy. And I made new friends. yay. The game was really fun, even though I got alot of injuries. And I'm going to a concert around in ten minutes, so if anyone wants to join me, just call. And this post was to vent my anger. Hopefully I won't seem angry anymore to anyone. By the way, I'm starting to hate... you guys your actions your words being your friends being your slave being too soft hearted being away from my second family being away from friends being away from all my people having shitty grades not being smart but think too much going into alot of spacing out moods going overboard with thinking making people worry for me having to keep secrets so people won't suffer living a life which alot of people revolve around and get hurt Anymore unhappiness will drive me crazy, so I'll just end here. Btw, Nick, your blog is great^^ We love sec1s!!! Monday, October 6, 2008 4:17 AM
Well, since its so late, and that I have nothing better to do, so I'll just blog for this week's sake. Well, what can I say. I had a new son, and he's none other than RANDY!!! He's a great guy, my best friend, and a very talented and good son. You guys should listen to him play the guitar next time. He's awesome at it. And because of him, we get to finally make a complete band with a good guitarist. He's an awesome awesome person. With his new hair cut, he says he looks like me. I'll post his pic on the next post to let you guys see his hair cut. I got a hair cut too, but it isn't that obvious. So what about me this week? Well, as a very worrying mother, my so called 6 sons are stressing me out with their dad. Stress is building up on me and Sean, so I wish that people will stop it and cut us some slack. Now all we want is peace and good results. Then also, with Sean's kaobei attitude, I suggest that everyone should stay away from him for awhile. Because it won't stop until alittle longer. Don't worry, I'll try to talk him over this thursday. Also, I would need to tell him about the band... They do not want him in anymore when they have Sherwin in. I'm really hoping that he won't be angry at all when I tell him. And if he does get angry, it is my fault. So Joseph, you have nothing to fight back with and you can't change my decision. Now about Joseph. Even though alot of things have happened, I do not want the people around us to worry. I'm not getting hurt in any way. So don't worry about me anymore, because if you do, I'll worry about you worrying about me, and it'll all become a vicious cycle of worries. BTW, thank you Clive korkor!!! For the hamhams. Sean said that they will be called Rytha Jr and Sean Jr. Isn't it cute? But if kor want to give the hamhams other names, its also fine with us. Oh...... I'm having such a great time even in such stressful events. Thanks to Randy. He's been easing me of my worries. He just makes me smile non-stop. He's just soooo good. And he's so cute!!! He and Yong Cheong really brighten up my day. And Lester and Alson, why don't you believe that I'm his mother...... Ok, that's about it for tonight. I'm not going back to sleep, but I'm just going to run through alot of blogs. But I won't be tagging any unless I need to tell them something. And I'm looking for good jobs with good pay. If anyone has any jobs to recommend me, I'll be glad to listen. I need to work so that the band will have enough money to buy all the instruments and equipment like the amps. So if you have any links for jobs, just call me. 98259619^^ 9 more days...9 more days before it all ends.... We love working!!! |
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